Losing Control of My Inner Monologue

19 November 2006

Thoughts on SP

International travel is the perfect tiny bit of enlightenment one needs to put one's own life in perspective. Or at least this someone thinks so.

I didn't have any desire to go to Sao Paulo, and to be honest I sighed in relief when the days went quickly and I was able to come back home. It's not because the trip was awful and it's not because it was a terrible place to be. In fact, it was far better than I imagined--just not as good as it could be.

This is because the city has such crippling social and economic issues that they are hard to ignore. There are only two classes--the Have's and the Have Not's. The Have's live in anything from a modest home to steel and glass high-rises that pepper the city's skyline. The Have Not's live in ranchitos that are made of corrugated steel and plywood with no running water or electricity. There is, perhaps, a half-mile stretch of road that separates the ranchitos from the homes of the Have's.

Stuck in traffic- and boy is there traffic! Think 1 hour to go four miles- I could be passing restuarants and retail stores and in a blink of an eye pass row after row, block after sad block, of these ramshackle homes with dirty children playing outside. The enterprising young ones juggle for you in the hopes that they can score a coin or two. They've perfected their art but it fails to be entertaining because you know it's this or begin a life of crime. And really bad crime.

We had a translator we set up for a co-worker's business functions to be performed well. The translator apologized in advance for needing to know what people looked like or where the precise meeting spot was, but, she explained, she lost her cell phone and other essentials during her latest run-in at gunpoint with a local robber.

Despite the picture painted, I had envisioned worse. It's true one must be vigilant with safety regardless of the location. With this said, I often think most precautionary tales are exaggerated to keep visitors extra-safe and I have no problem prowling foreign cities at the darkest of hours to get a true local flair for a place. This is one place I knew to curb these activities. In fact, I would never take public transportation there, and I would watch my back constantly, especially come nightfall.

Though the city is crime-laden and there is a vast social and economic divide, it's by no means third world and it certainly has many positive factors. Because Sao Paulo is a huge business and financial hub, the city has zero tourism trade. However, what it lacks in things to see it makes up with in things to eat and drink. The city is renowned as a gastronomic mecca, and it certainly did not disappoint. We ate where the locals ate every night and didn't have a bad meal once. The wines were lovely and the service was impeccable.

Another great positive is the weather. Just gorgeous. However, even with a high SPF sunscreen slathered on, I still managed to get a nasty burn--and that was just from two measly hours out in the sun. Oh well--a good base for my island vacation.

I will be back to SP--because I have to. But certainly between now and then I will have the time to reflect and give thanks for the things I have which I tend to take for granted. It's so easy to do and it takes just a moment to realize that people have it so much worse off than we do on our worst day.

13 November 2006

On the Road Again

Didn't I just get home?

I'm used to the frequent travel. Hell, it's my job. And normally I don't mind it. I'm pretty used to living out of a suitcase, never 100% unpacking, and cramming everything to do at home- errands, social commitments, etc.- into a few short weeks.

So why is it so taxing to know I have to hit the road again?

Me thinks it's because Nesting Season has begun. I am slowly finishing the rest of my unpacking now that my lovely linen closet shelves have been installed, and I'm really looking forward to finishing up that project and starting in on some light decorating and enjoying my home. There's something about the impending holidays and the beginnings of winter that make me want to just curl up in my pad and enjoy enjoy enjoy.

There are some positives to this trip, and I'm trying to keep that in mind. In no particular order:

1. It's short. I'm back Saturday morning, so this is entirely do-able.

2. It's Brazil. I've never been--and now I can cross it off my list.

3. Everyone else I'm traveling with feels the same way about this trip, so I know we'll all be on our best behavior, trying to make the most of it.

(And this is the big one...)

4. It's my last work trip of the year--and possibly the last work trip for many months.

That's right. Unless I am asked to go on some (now unforeseen) trip in the first part of 2007, it appears as though I am home until springtime--which means the travel bug will be biting pretty hard and I'll gladly pack up and head out somewhere.

In the meantime, off to Sao Paulo I go. And then I can focus 100% on my vacation. Yes, vacation. Such a novel idea. St. Martin, here I come...Just as soon as I get back from Brazil.

05 November 2006

Sunday Things--A Study in Love and Hate

The day finally arrived. My linen closet shelves are installed thanks to a friend's hubby. Handy men are so nice and convenient--especially for a single gal like me.

My utter elation in having the shelves installed (it took months, after all!) came in direct contrast to my frustration and dislike of CBS. See, because I was busy with the shelf installation, cooking dinner, and an airport pick-up, I didn't have much time to notice when 60 Minutes ended. I knew programming was running late because the Steelers game went past 6pm, but I wasn't even paying attention to how much longer. My DVR is set to record The Amazing Race (one of my very favorite programs) every Sunday and even run 15 minutes past it's scheduled end time. And that just wasn't good enough for tonight. So, I missed the last 20 or so minutes and have no idea what happened.

Issue #1: Football is important. I understand that and am leading that bandwagon. My problem is with the people who decide to air programming from 7-10pm. Why not start at 8:00 and be guaranteed that everyone is tuned in and ready to watch or have their recorders programmed and ready? Pisses me off.

Thinking I could at least get the information on-line (after all, it's done airing in all time zones by now), I went to the web site and nothing was up. Just a recap of last week's episode.

Issue #2: If you're going to have an interactive web site and you know people will be going there for show wrap-ups, why not have the new content posted when the program is officially done airing? Pisses me off.

So now I have no idea who got kicked off or what happened with the people gagging on their fast forward food. I also realize that in the grand scheme of things, this isn't that big a deal. But like I said, it pisses me off. And now I have to wait for tomorrow, and I hate waiting. Ugh.

I keep going to my linen closet, already starting to fill up, to remember the really happy, successful part of the day.

04 November 2006

Yay for 80th Birthday Parties

A woman I don't know is turning 80 next week. Her kids are throwing her a birthday party and invited everyone special to this woman. One of the invitees is a good friend of mine who moved to Colorado to follow her dream of owning a beautiful home with loads of property on a mountain and leading a small town, quiet, stress-free life. Annie moved 1.5 years ago and loves her life- "like being on vacation every day," she says- and therefore has not felt compelled to come back to town. Until now. Thanks to the woman turning 80 and her subsequent birthday bash, arrives in Chicago Friday morning and I am charged with organizing a big lunch outing with all of our good mutual friends. Cannot wait!

Strangers with Sake

Last night I'm Just a Girl and I went to Tsukasa. A great Japanese hibachi place, the kind folks at the restaurant thought it best to seat us with three random men, who turned out to be a whole helluva lot of fun. At their behest, we downed some sake and elevated voices and lots of laughs ensued. It was great fun, and so good to see my old friend.

In other news, I decided that I definitely like the idea of driving an SUV (big or small), if only because it is the one and only time when I am not vertically-challenged. Nice indeed.